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Post by !_MyChemical[·Mikey·] on Oct 25, 2006 20:40:21 GMT
Chills in the Evening.
It Was one of those Nights, bitter cold not the best time to be outside alone especially not it was heading towards winter. But Tom didn't care he need to Clear his head. He felt like he couldn't breath he'd been given some terrfiyng news which he really didnt want to accept.
*A Year previously*
Tom had just Joined a band Called McFly, with 3 other guys Danny, Dougie & Harry they Were friends of busted And had been promised big things! Immeadiatley they set to work on there 1st single A Song called 5 colours in her hair. Well after that they took off big time. Number 1 Singles a number 1 ablum
there own sell out tour plus a spot supporting busted. The guys were great mates but over a peroid of a few months they noticed tom becoming withdrawn. they had always teased him a little bit for being chubby, but it was nothing Severe he could handle it Couldn't he?
*Present*
Tom pulled his jacket higher up his face trying to shelter his face from the harsh wind As he did it pulled his t-shirt up, He quickly pulled it down to Avoid Anybody seeing his body. he was Paranoid.
He felt his mobile vibrating in his pocket, pulled it out and saw Ratleg flashing on the screen, Tom Cancelled the call, sighed and put his mobile back into his pocket. He was cold Tired And lonley, but he Couldn't return to the McFly house not now they knew.
It seemed like n eternity but he'd only been gone An hour.Danny paced round Tom's room, then Sat on his bed And let out a sigh Why Mate he thought out loud he looked Round to find a collage tom had made when the boys Had moved into the house. it Had Pictures Of All 4 of them Happy And Smiling.
Danny felt his Heart lurch when he saw the Picture of tom Topless and then remembered how he, Dougie And harry had Called him Sergent fat. that was all this had Stemed from.
Danny of course blamed himself for what was Happening to his best friend. He And Tom Had Clicked From Day one, but recentley they had Drfited, well it was Tom really he was Pulling apart from the band
had even become like a recluse. locking himself in his room for days refusing to talk, not even eating!
There was Something wrong And danny needed to fnd the Evidence in order to comfront tom.
Tom Found himself Back home, he looked to see all the lights Off, he glanced at his watched it was 4am he Silently put his key in the lock and let himself in quietly shuting and locking the front door he slipped his Jacket off kicked his shoes off and headed up to bed. As he Approached his room he Noticed that his bedroom door was Ajar and the light seemed to be on. Tom paniced, he ran the rest of the way to his room and pushed the door open to see danny Sat on his bed.
"nuts" tom yelped, Danny looked Up at him And toms eyes fell to the bed where the Shards Of Glass And razor blades were lying. "Why tom, please just tell me why" Danny walked the short distance to where his blonde friend was stood, he pulled up toms Sleves on his long tee, to reveal what seemed like hundreds of Cuts deep, red wounds, the freshest look only hours old. Tom hung his head in Shame And felt As warm tears fell down his cold cheek, Danny Shook his Shoulders And hissed "Tom, What the f**k have you done to yourself, It looks a mess, and its gotta f**king hurt"
he didnt reply only let out a sob he raised his face And looked danny Stright in the eyes "I Need help Danny, Please help me i Can't cope any more i want to end it All" And he broke down, into Dannys Arms his Sobs became uncontrollable, Danny Evenloped the Elder guy in a Hug And Shhhh'd him "It's Going to Be Okay Tom, i
promise we'll get you help, But all i want to know is why"
Tom pulled Away, And went and sat on his bed, moving the sharp Objects away from him He sniffled "I Hate always being labelled, the Fat one and Always have the Piss taken out of me for having a lisp, its so cruel do you know how it feels waking up everyday And looking at this mess in the mirror" He lifted his shirt Over his head to reveal 100's more cuts, And even in one place the Word Worthless etched into his skin.
Danny Gasped loudly, "Tom why didn't you Say Anything? You have been putting on a show For the last year but all the time youv'e been doing this" He Stood up And walked Out Of toms Room Slamming the Door hard behind him. Tom Broke Down Again, he'd Hurt his best friend So Much, Suddenly everything fell into place.
he pushed a chair up Against his door, Found Dougie's Blink Cd put it On to Drown out Any noise walked Over to his bedside Table took out a bottle Of tablets And Slowlloed the lot, As he became Woozy he took Out a piece Of paper And Wrote
Danny i'm Sorry i never plucked up the courage to tell you, you were the best friend i could have ever Asked for.
Doug & Haz Thanx for everything guys Please keep the band going And tell the fans i love them And i'm sorry for letting them down.
Tell my Family i'll love them Eternally. Its the End i Can feel it.
With that he dropped the Pen + Paper, Stumbled to his bed Picked up one Of the Shards And Slit his wrists.
Suddenly it All Went Black.
It Was one of those Nights, bitter cold not the best time to be outside alone especially not it was heading towards winter. But Tom didn't care he need to Clear his head. He felt like he couldn't breath he'd been given some terrfiyng news which he really didnt want to accept.
*A Year previously*
Tom had just Joined a band Called McFly, with 3 other guys Danny, Dougie & Harry they Were friends of busted And had been promised big things! Immeadiatley they set to work on there 1st single A Song called 5 colours in her hair. Well after that they took off big time. Number 1 Singles a number 1 ablum
there own sell out tour plus a spot supporting busted. The guys were great mates but over a peroid of a few months they noticed tom becoming withdrawn. they had always teased him a little bit for being chubby, but it was nothing Severe he could handle it Couldn't he?
*Present*
Tom pulled his jacket higher up his face trying to shelter his face from the harsh wind As he did it pulled his t-shirt up, He quickly pulled it down to Avoid Anybody seeing his body. he was Paranoid.
He felt his mobile vibrating in his pocket, pulled it out and saw Ratleg flashing on the screen, Tom Cancelled the call, sighed and put his mobile back into his pocket. He was cold Tired And lonley, but he Couldn't return to the McFly house not now they knew.
It seemed like n eternity but he'd only been gone An hour.Danny paced round Tom's room, then Sat on his bed And let out a sigh Why Mate he thought out loud he looked Round to find a collage tom had made when the boys Had moved into the house. it Had Pictures Of All 4 of them Happy And Smiling.
Danny felt his Heart lurch when he saw the Picture of tom Topless and then remembered how he, Dougie And harry had Called him Sergent fat. that was all this had Stemed from.
Danny of course blamed himself for what was Happening to his best friend. He And Tom Had Clicked From Day one, but recentley they had Drfited, well it was Tom really he was Pulling apart from the band
had even become like a recluse. locking himself in his room for days refusing to talk, not even eating!
There was Something wrong And danny needed to fnd the Evidence in order to comfront tom.
Tom Found himself Back home, he looked to see all the lights Off, he glanced at his watched it was 4am he Silently put his key in the lock and let himself in quietly shuting and locking the front door he slipped his Jacket off kicked his shoes off and headed up to bed. As he Approached his room he Noticed that his bedroom door was Ajar and the light seemed to be on. Tom paniced, he ran the rest of the way to his room and pushed the door open to see danny Sat on his bed.
"nuts" tom yelped, Danny looked Up at him And toms eyes fell to the bed where the Shards Of Glass And razor blades were lying. "Why tom, please just tell me why" Danny walked the short distance to where his blonde friend was stood, he pulled up toms Sleves on his long tee, to reveal what seemed like hundreds of Cuts deep, red wounds, the freshest look only hours old. Tom hung his head in Shame And felt As warm tears fell down his cold cheek, Danny Shook his Shoulders And hissed "Tom, What the f**k have you done to yourself, It looks a mess, and its gotta f**king hurt"
he didnt reply only let out a sob he raised his face And looked danny Stright in the eyes "I Need help Danny, Please help me i Can't cope any more i want to end it All" And he broke down, into Dannys Arms his Sobs became uncontrollable, Danny Evenloped the Elder guy in a Hug And Shhhh'd him "It's Going to Be Okay Tom, i
promise we'll get you help, But all i want to know is why"
Tom pulled Away, And went and sat on his bed, moving the sharp Objects away from him He sniffled "I Hate always being labelled, the Fat one and Always have the Piss taken out of me for having a lisp, its so cruel do you know how it feels waking up everyday And looking at this mess in the mirror" He lifted his shirt Over his head to reveal 100's more cuts, And even in one place the Word Worthless etched into his skin.
Danny Gasped loudly, "Tom why didn't you Say Anything? You have been putting on a show For the last year but all the time youv'e been doing this" He Stood up And walked Out Of toms Room Slamming the Door hard behind him. Tom Broke Down Again, he'd Hurt his best friend So Much, Suddenly everything fell into place.
he pushed a chair up Against his door, Found Dougie's Blink Cd put it On to Drown out Any noise walked Over to his bedside Table took out a bottle Of tablets And Slowlloed the lot, As he became Woozy he took Out a piece Of paper And Wrote
Danny i'm Sorry i never plucked up the courage to tell you, you were the best friend i could have ever Asked for.
Doug & Haz Thanx for everything guys Please keep the band going And tell the fans i love them And i'm sorry for letting them down.
Tell my Family i'll love them Eternally. Its the End i Can feel it.
With that he dropped the Pen + Paper, Stumbled to his bed Picked up one Of the Shards And Slit his wrists.
Suddenly it All Went Black.
